Dani Cali CNY

Video for CNY, because flea is wearing red pants, and its the red hot chilli peppers?

honestly?

honestly?

I feel incredibly lonely at times. I am grateful for my family, I am grateful for my friends but i fear that I can never hold them close enough.

and honestly?

I feel kind of out of place in school, like I am not really part of the entire thing. I feel like I can certainly be friendlier to people, and people might actually like me. Maybe I don't have to hide myself, maybe I don't impose.

and honestly?

I hate that I have to spend the entire night transcribing somebody's stupid interview. I hate the way they pushed it on us. I hate thinking like they think they have been oh-so-smart to push things on us like that, and we didn't even notice. I kind of want to quit.

and honestly?

Count the number of "I"s in the above post. Seems like I is of prominence in most of my negative posts.

"I wave goodbye to Lise from the backseat of the bus. Just when i lose sight of her, her face starts to appear on the Polaroid picture. Now i can still see her after all."
- Erlend Loe, from Naive. Super, translated from Norwegian.

stomach flu

today was a blur of waking up to collect key/setup booth for interhall climbing, puking in one of the north spine's toilet, puking in my hall toilet and sleeping in some kind of sweaty daze on my bed.

gosh, i hate getting the stomach flu.

Come to think of it, stomach flu is the thing that i fall ill most often from, and i have no idea why. Perhaps it is the irregular meal times, i have no idea.

and it really sucks to be ill away from home. no home-cooked porridge, towels or any general concern. i can't even find a pail to puke in to save me from running to the toilet everytime i need to puke because i'd have to wash the pail myself.

gosh, i really want to go home.

the economic crisis

in today's straits times, the recruit section spanned no more than two broadsheet pages.

that scares me.

howie-day

we may know howie day from collide, but here are two more songs from howie day that i found while surfing youtube and really like. take a listen!

After the last midtown show

So enthralled by this song right now. Is it the drunken midnight on the streets, or the lazy neon nights? Or may it be the best day of our lives, right here?



It probably is the part where it is declared I will go for you with everything I've got.

stars glaze over

so just 5 minutes ago, i ended a less dramatic struggle with the stars system and got my timetable for this semester confirmed.

and it begins to dawn on me that i have to spend the next 13 weeks here in boonlayland combating with texts, essays, readings and the zzz monster.

i will not be defeated, i will spare nothing in pillaging for whatever else that i deserve.

i will win.

mind trick

ws intro-ed this song to me, and wow it's goooooooddddd.



music plays a mind trick, watch me forgeeeetttt about missing you.