the crimson and the blue.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

my CDs

On my home-desk, i have 3 CD racks. Each rack holds 20 CDs and they are stacked on top of each other. So my CD racks are full, and I have a pile lying next to my CD rack, because they are either too big to fit in, or there simply is no space!

Today, for the first time in a long while, I sat down in front of my laptop, and played those CDs from the Hi-Fi in my room.

And this (relatively) Hi(gher) - Fidelity CDs does sound somewhat better than MP3s or youtube streamed videos.

It may be some misguided romantic nostalgia, but I hope that CDs will never be made obsolete. Perhaps like how some audiophiles of the previous generation still listens to those hugeass LDs/records.

Can you imagine a world where everything is so nicely packed and efficient that we lose all the necessary extras?

Saturday, June 20, 2009

i fear being stuck



another time, another town, another everything...

i fear being stuck. i realize that i fear being stuck more than i fear change. if it leads to the end of my life as i know it, i am not afraid. for what i fear most, is that this is the end. that this is the way that it is going to end. that this is all i am.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

things-of-value

i think as creators, we must undertake the responsibility that each and everything we create must be of some value to the world.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

perpetually pissed

i am just spending my days being perpetually pissed at my employers, both at kpo and amc.

yeah, of course there is a problem with them, just like everything else in the world. but i guess the way things are, the real problem is with me.

i must stop being so damn unforgiving and critical of others. it is some blind arrogance in some form. stop, koon, stop!