nothing again.

i don't really have anything to blog about.. just giving a few types here so that the blog wouldn't be so dead.

went back to cj's open house yesterday. met up with the ex-classmates. and jolly, i do miss them a lot. somehow, spending the few hours with them yesterday made me feel very much loved. guess now that we're all moving on in different lives, the friendships feels all the more precious.

today's sermon was about being satisfied with where you are. no it wasn't, but the part that was most applicable to me was that. so how much is enough? "just a little more." and you will wind up spending your life in wanting and never be done with it. the satisfaction will never come.

and pastor talked about the realities today. it's true, being christian doesnt mean you'll be spared from the trials of the world. and i guess though i may have had a bad turn of luck in one particular area of my life, i shouldnt be blaming God for it. maybe it isnt all that fair or whatever, but it's not about that. God is just and He'll deal out accordingly. that of course means there's the good and the bad just as they come. and then there are spiritual realities that you must never forget. things like we have a God who shared humanity with us, who understands, and who loves you and me immensely.

and i'm so guilty of something right now. God forgive me.