beautiful singapore

been updating a lot recently, and i want to again so here i am.

playing for worship today was quite a challenge, both technically and spiritually. for one, i need to practise more.. my playing has plateau-ed, and is going down since i enlisted. but time, and priorities, baby. i need to get these two right. and spiritually, there is a long, long way to go. it's funny.. as i grow, i realize that more is demanded from a worship minister. the shoe just keeps growing faster than my feet is filling it.

and then to suntec after church. thanks to jx for the treat. and suntec was the prettiest i've seen it in my lifetime. thanks to imf, no doubt. flowers line the outside, and there seems to have been a major spring cleaning inside. it 's amusing, kind of like dressing up your home when you're having friends over. you know you don't usually live like this, probably so does your guest.

ah wells, its back to my beautiful northern tip of singapore now. another week of my 96 week obligation to the country. maybe they will dress me up someday.


and sometimes, i'm just afraid to show that i really do want to be with you. because i promised, and because i'm afraid you don't feel the same.