freedom calls

half the company was confined today. well, not a full confinement you may say, but most only can book out either at 1500 or 1800. on a saturday? tts hell.

and that is what i have been thinking about mostly today. so if u found me exceptionally moody at certain points at the beach, i'm sorry. i take my freedom seriously.

the bad news is just that soon i am likely to be one of those confined, but i will be praying and training hard to pick my ass out of the fire.

well, i cannot say too much because we are not supposed to say too much about our training to outside ppl, for security reason. we will get in trouble, as in go to military jail if found guilty. which makes me wonder, we are serving our country, for the good of our country, yet why are we treated as if we are potentially harmful bacteriaful shit? raises the question - does society exist to benefit the individual or is it the individual's function to be a productive part of society? wondering will be ceaseless, but let me tell you this, society will seek the best for itself and the individual will seek the best for itself too. every species is self-serving, that is why dogs and humans dont mate. wait, i'm rambling. damn.

lets live for a day and break all the rules.. legal, conventional, natural, fashion.. whatever. let's just do every stupid thing we can. heh.

and i love the way i am incredibly illogical. :D