Blind - Lifehouse

Each of us has sob stories to live. Sometimes, you just look at how things are in another person's life, and wonder how is it fair for life to be like that for him/her, or for yourself. That is our portion, our part to bear.

But of course, i do not believe in a sadistic God. the God figure in my mind is one who is pursuing a love relationship with us, and we often see Him in a wrong light, like we often do when we jilt a lover.

i am a bit confused as to what i'm talking about. bookout's ending soon. and i am quite sore about something. just one moment, maybe?

ahhh, i miss being a civilian. i don't want to be a soldier. i want to be free from authority. i want to be in love with someone who loves me. i want to be able to think again. i want to make music. i want everything i will be having. :)



I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain
I have to carryA past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know

And part of me died
When I let you go
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know

And part of me died
When I let you go