putty

met the guys in town in the afternoon, then went around looking for a cap but couldn't find one. i'd look funny without my hair, but also funny in a cap. so yeah, heck it for now i guess. got a sms from cmpb to remind me about my enlistment on 7th april. now it starts to feel real.

while talking to a friend, i realized that i will miss out on a lot of stuff when i am in ns. it isn't in my power to change it though. ah, i am just confused right now. at first all i wanted was to run away. ns was the escape, and now i want to run away from the escape. there are still things i cannot let go.

and something really embarrassing happened. darn. but it was funny.. hahahah we shall just laugh it off yeah?

but i was happy today.


i feel like putty in your hands now. damn. koon cannot be this weak.