the polo sports bag

got the polo sports bag that i fell in love with a while ago today! but it doesn't really look half as good when it is not filled to the brim. oh wells, i still like it anyway. it is gonna be my NS bag. i think it is one of those things that only i will like, while others think it is shitass ugly. but it is huge, and spacious, though it is more like a duffel than anything else, meaning only one big compartment, i still like it.

ok that was a good distraction from what i really am thinking. it is so ironic, that after spending months running away from this, i am slipping back into the same place again, and to realize that nothing much has changed. it is like travelling in a helix outwards and then to get sucked in straight. argh. this is so confusing.

it was a lousy day anyways, though out of the blue, my last day of work for ralph lauren turned out to be yesterday cause agnes messaged me late last night to say i didn't have to be there today. spent too much time sleeping, and thinking, and trying to pack up my room to no success. then i went to bugis for a while to see shida and kelly, but shida was kinda blue and kelly was missing. and i walked from bugis to clarke quay, and i arrived feeling a bit glum. had a lot of weird customers, like this chinese duo who are the most ungentlemanly i've seen, this weird couple who argued when i was taking orders, and this group of angmohs who didnt speak english. but it was a bitch anyways, with roshan and ravi suddenly sacked, and the usually nice people being bitchy.

i realize i may get kicked out of divers if they have a medical. my eyesight is failing, and my body feels really weird now. i feel sickly.

anybody wants to join me in leading a healthy lifestyle? :)