whiner

WHY HAVE I BEEN WHINING SO MUCH?

i read through my blog and i see myself as a stupid little boy who thinks the world has been really horrid to him. and stupidly trying to disguise it as if he was grateful for this and for that. but there is an unacceptable level of whining. i am getting on MY nerves even.

i think i really like the boat quay/clarke quay area. if you want good food, go to boat quay. clarke quay's too expensive and snotty. i think i kinda like boat quay scenery/ambience better too. it is funny how life still revels around the riverside even in the awkward situation singapore is in. transportation and infrastructure's good enough to have our central be anywhere else, and the river is goddamn smelly. but i'm not complaining. things beside the smelly river are just beeauuutiful.

met a really hot girl today. and i don't even know her name! what a loser i am, what a loser am i. spoke to her for a while when i was in town settling some of my paycheck business. chatted for a few good minutes and WHY DIDNT I EVEN ASK HER NAME! not like posting here will help things even. just that maybe i'll meet her again in the future(likely, we work for the same ex-company), and i can read back at this.

oh wells, the despo gene is acting up again. it is a good sign since i haven't felt this way for a while.