out of the shelter

been seeing much more of the world lately, mostly due to work. this makes me see how ugly the world really is, and how many of us are actually living such sheltered lives. talking to colleagues and all, can get to be pretty depressing when you find out about the problems they have/had. it's not small things man. not small things.

and i can't say that i am in a very good state right now, but at least i can thank God that whatever i face, i actually have a choice whether i want to let it affect me or not, whereas for others, they have no liberty of choice.

i'm sorry i can get to be irritable lately, or keep passing negative remarks, or speaking spiteful words. i am not doing very well myself, and i guess this is just an outflow. what i am open about is just the tip of the iceberg man. but all my troubles would just be the tip of an iceberg for somebody else.

life isnt bad just because of smelly inconsiderate ppl on the bus who squeeze and squeeze, or not being able to get the shirt that you want, or your friend standing you up, or having too much homework. there are worse stuffs beyond that, believe me. like adultery. like abuse. these are real, and shockingly common. so if you do live a good life that you can be thankful for, i believe each one of us have a duty to be considerate towards those who aren't as blessed.


oh, and wake up and smell the penis. because flowers are really the reproductive organs of plants.