wanderlust

work was good. when sales are good, work is good. when sales is bad, work is bad.

anyways, finally sat down and had lunch by myself today. quite an interesting experience i must say. time to myself in the midst of a public eye. it's something i've always wanted to do, yet do not dare to. next up, shopping by myself. highly likely since most friends are all busy at work, and i have to go for lunch breaks without any colleagues.

and seeing all those tourists around and all, a sense of wanderlust was evoked in me. to be somewhere else and be a face without a name, and be a name without a face over here is fascinating me. the possibilities are endless when you are starting out somewhere totally new, some place where you are not commited to stay on. endless arrays of new and interesting cultures are up for show, why be a domesticated animal and stay here in singapore? caged by social and legal obligations, life over here really does not seem as bright as anywhere else.

but if i were to be there for long, the social and legal obligations would catch up too. so maybe i should be a backpacker, and be on the road all the time. intriguing to think about, but the step to make it into reality is hard, and nearly impossible.

maybe someday, maybe one day. till then, u guys will have to bear with my presence here! :)


(i edited this post because the engrish was lousy. my engrish is getting rousy. needs help man. by the time i got to unibercity, i maybe cannot say any engrish oredi. zhen mo ban huh?)