the twenty-second of january.

great day! thank God that i had an off-day today. was able to be at both breakthrough jamming and paradox. havent played guitar for so long.. losing touch. and my fingers were white from the skin peeling, resembling mouldy fingers.

got half of my cny clothes already, now just lacking the top. ehhh.. damn! cny is actually 2 days, and i havent got shoes. but i hate shopping. i wonder why i seem to get disinterested in clothes when i have to get them. thanks for all the ppl who had the patience to shop with me.

one more week of work, wondering if i should extend my contract. but since my sales figure aint so outstanding, perhaps they will not even offer to extend, and i wont even have a dilemma. i realized that i havent been asking God for directions for a very long time, and now is perhaps the time to.


I lie down and blind myself with laughter
Well, a quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And how I wish that I could turn back the Years
But I know I just don't have the power

Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day