ARGH.

(i had so much to say, and it was only when i tried typing it out did i realize how touchy a subject it still is.)

going away from mainland for a day or two. the last time i went there was one of the rare times i spoke to someone so openly and so truthfully about a certain subject. the last time i went there i was just so horribly confused about it. when i go there tomorrow, i think i am still as horribly confused as ever, but the winds have brought me to where i'll be.