i need a break!

it might be an understatement to say that i played really badly at rehearsal. it has been quite a while since i've felt so disconnected and out of sync with a band.

and i'd say that the events preceding to the weekend are the biggest factor on how i'll play during the service or rehearsal. and i can't say i had a very good week. busy-ness with ippt and boat pt, and going out with friends, i've kinda muddled up on my priorities and what is necessary to do.

can't say that i didnt have fun going out with my classmates, campmate, and jx and kai, but i must learn sometimes that fulfilling all social obligations can be very draining. and i am so totally drained right now.

and if i might say, sometimes weekends don't even feel like weekends because of all the commitments i have. and on a month with no off-days and duties on all public holidays, it isn't too much to want a good break, right?

i really need a break!