i really shouldn't let one person's hurtful words affect my ministry. well, i'm just gonna blog about what has really encouraged me these couple of days.

1. "The one I love", a song written by gaius, that we recorded two years ago. just got hold of the mp3 from ros today, and i had quite a pleasant surprise. it actually sounded pretty decent, though there are quite a lot of not-so-good parts here and there. and i sounded better than i thought i did in there. eric, if you're reading this, you really should hear this. come ask me why.. :)

2. Meeting up with people i don't run into on a regularly basis. e.g. gabs and walter. it's some sort of relieve talking to people, really. up till ymlc, when i shared with the ppl in church about my problem, i had always kept everything in me, or only told a couple of very close friends about it. right now, i'm just glad that there are people who care enough to talk to me even though we don't really need/see each other in everyday life.

3. Bible verses, the one benny ho talked about yesterday, matt 7:11 (if you then who are evil know how to give good gifts to your children..) and Psalms 94(Does He who implanted the ear not hear, does He who formed the eyes not see?) These two verses was a real comfort, healing balm/crutches to some things i am facing right now.

4. Finally a few days off following last weekends hectic combination of camp and ttsh.