camp, busy-ness and stuffs.
reflecting on the previous post, where i posted a real sappy love song and bored all u readers having you think that koon is in love, i realized that song is really what God would want to say to us. He actually wants nothing more than our love. but still, nothing will change His love for us. so you see, my God is great.
and on another issue.. talked to some ppl about God after the campfire. and a few were like 'God feels real.. but it just doesnt feel like its time yet." i just wanna say i was at that stage once too. but then, some things are so real that you can't deny. and if what i say holds any weight at all, i tell you.. God is real. and God is great. and God loves you.
ok, i feel in quite a blogging mood today, so let me rant on a bit.
worked today.. rather crazy.. considering that i came back from a camp that i was rather wiped out from, especially with all the rehearsals preluding to it, and all the millions of work, missions and other commitments i had. spent about 5 full hours delivering some memo from the management to the shops, by hand. and in that 5 hours, covered only about half of suntec. wow, i think there are more than a thousand shops in suntec. guess i talked to hundreds of ppl today, and at the end of the hundreds, i was rather sianed out. oh yea, i saw man yun n elisa today! the 2 girls who sat nearest to me in school. both working at suntec now.. haha. different places though. i must say they look very different now. so babelicious, different from when we were in school. HAHAHA. just joking. but you girls hot lah. i'm sure attract lots of customers for your shop with your looks.
i think working in retail, customer service and jobs where you are servicing people directly can make you feel like the most unloved person in the world. everybody talks to you, or you talk to people because of something you need, or they need, or you are trying to sell. nobody takes interest in you as a person. for all you know, the person you said "hi, thanks a lot. see you, sir.' may have a mind with the artistry of picasso and you have just passed by a chance to know him. and especially for giftwrap where i keep seeing all these young couples who are so much in love, and having so much fun at the most mundane thing like waiting for ur gift to be wrapped makes me yearn so much to get out of my singlehood. this spells desperate. hahaha. but i guess waiting for God's timing is the best. i have no choice anyways.
now, on to camp! was at withlove camp during the week. pretty ok, but this camp i didnt feel very very ministered to, maybe because i was giving more than taking. maybe that is a different kind of ministering.. :) this is the safest camp i've been to i think. the most dangerous thing i did was sitting at a roadside in the dark for about an hour plus, trying to be out of sight of pple. but i learnt a lot, a lot during this camp though. about myself and about God, and about others. was a good 4 days at camp!
cheers to the camp com! to amelia, the camp chair whom i irritated a lot, to ben the advisor whom is my laxative.(hahahaha, i find this very amusing, sorry.) walter, who helped me with you know what, and was a pretty cool camp commandant, rachel who was a good and the first female camp commandant i've seen. nicholas who is always crapping about lobo, bobo and whatever else. clemence who is currently stressed with all the accounts, and qingying, the young one who did so well with the worship coordinating. thanks all of you for the sacrificed sleep and food and the patience when we campers were all oh-so-uncooperative.
cheers to my camp group too! sparks!(i do remember leh.) somehow, we got second for our skit though we never even had one rehearsal. hahahaaa. amazing. don't think they'll read my blog, but i'll shout out anyways. jophillien, i'm very amazed by the care you show to the young ones at camp. ting yi, amazing bsl, though u r only like sec 2? am i right? and hope to see nigel, david and chau liang more in church. you guys rock :) jacq, now i know ur secrets.. heheheh. theo, u r so big, but u rock. really enthu about guitar leh u. and of course, gabriel! you are actually an amazing person though we always suan u. really admire u for ur patience, and the care u show for the little ones. you are also very much a spiritual leader within our clique as well. :)
and thanks to God. You've showed me why i keep breaking down during worship sessions recently, and i especially want to thank You for ur forgiveness. and Your love that never gave up on me. and at camp, i've been just praying so much "i want you here, Lord. we want you here, Lord." and that is pretty much what my soul yearns for. Your presence in my life.
and on another issue.. talked to some ppl about God after the campfire. and a few were like 'God feels real.. but it just doesnt feel like its time yet." i just wanna say i was at that stage once too. but then, some things are so real that you can't deny. and if what i say holds any weight at all, i tell you.. God is real. and God is great. and God loves you.
ok, i feel in quite a blogging mood today, so let me rant on a bit.
worked today.. rather crazy.. considering that i came back from a camp that i was rather wiped out from, especially with all the rehearsals preluding to it, and all the millions of work, missions and other commitments i had. spent about 5 full hours delivering some memo from the management to the shops, by hand. and in that 5 hours, covered only about half of suntec. wow, i think there are more than a thousand shops in suntec. guess i talked to hundreds of ppl today, and at the end of the hundreds, i was rather sianed out. oh yea, i saw man yun n elisa today! the 2 girls who sat nearest to me in school. both working at suntec now.. haha. different places though. i must say they look very different now. so babelicious, different from when we were in school. HAHAHA. just joking. but you girls hot lah. i'm sure attract lots of customers for your shop with your looks.
i think working in retail, customer service and jobs where you are servicing people directly can make you feel like the most unloved person in the world. everybody talks to you, or you talk to people because of something you need, or they need, or you are trying to sell. nobody takes interest in you as a person. for all you know, the person you said "hi, thanks a lot. see you, sir.' may have a mind with the artistry of picasso and you have just passed by a chance to know him. and especially for giftwrap where i keep seeing all these young couples who are so much in love, and having so much fun at the most mundane thing like waiting for ur gift to be wrapped makes me yearn so much to get out of my singlehood. this spells desperate. hahaha. but i guess waiting for God's timing is the best. i have no choice anyways.
now, on to camp! was at withlove camp during the week. pretty ok, but this camp i didnt feel very very ministered to, maybe because i was giving more than taking. maybe that is a different kind of ministering.. :) this is the safest camp i've been to i think. the most dangerous thing i did was sitting at a roadside in the dark for about an hour plus, trying to be out of sight of pple. but i learnt a lot, a lot during this camp though. about myself and about God, and about others. was a good 4 days at camp!
cheers to the camp com! to amelia, the camp chair whom i irritated a lot, to ben the advisor whom is my laxative.(hahahaha, i find this very amusing, sorry.) walter, who helped me with you know what, and was a pretty cool camp commandant, rachel who was a good and the first female camp commandant i've seen. nicholas who is always crapping about lobo, bobo and whatever else. clemence who is currently stressed with all the accounts, and qingying, the young one who did so well with the worship coordinating. thanks all of you for the sacrificed sleep and food and the patience when we campers were all oh-so-uncooperative.
cheers to my camp group too! sparks!(i do remember leh.) somehow, we got second for our skit though we never even had one rehearsal. hahahaaa. amazing. don't think they'll read my blog, but i'll shout out anyways. jophillien, i'm very amazed by the care you show to the young ones at camp. ting yi, amazing bsl, though u r only like sec 2? am i right? and hope to see nigel, david and chau liang more in church. you guys rock :) jacq, now i know ur secrets.. heheheh. theo, u r so big, but u rock. really enthu about guitar leh u. and of course, gabriel! you are actually an amazing person though we always suan u. really admire u for ur patience, and the care u show for the little ones. you are also very much a spiritual leader within our clique as well. :)
and thanks to God. You've showed me why i keep breaking down during worship sessions recently, and i especially want to thank You for ur forgiveness. and Your love that never gave up on me. and at camp, i've been just praying so much "i want you here, Lord. we want you here, Lord." and that is pretty much what my soul yearns for. Your presence in my life.
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