all i want for christmas is my chipped front tooth.

if you've seen me lately, you'd have realized that my front tooth is chipped. well, it was chipped from long ago but the filling fell off again recently.

anyways, this must be the quietest christmas i've had in recent years. for the first time since long ago, i'm not involved in any project, or have any obligations to be serving some charity. though it's a good and needed break from the hectic training i've been having, not doing anything for christmas feels a little weird.

christmas celebrates the birth of Jesus Christ. the birth of one who lived all His life in love for others. and i guess this is what christmas is about. and so here is my christmas wishlist:

i wish for..

1. my mum to get better, and be able to stay positive and courageous throughout the entire process.

2. my family to be closely bonded, after all these years that my bro and i spent most of our lives out of it.

3. a closer relationship with God. it has been stagnant or deteoriating since i left school. i want to be back there once again. i want to get even closer, but the world pulls me away.

4. maturity for my ns-mates. yes, ns sucks. i think so too. but despite all the stupid and purposeless things we do for bureaucracy and maybe to satisfy somebody's ego, remember that we really need to be part of this defence force for the country to tick.

5. love and open-ness for my church friends. let's get over all the misgivings, and live our lives in ministry the way Jesus intended His church to be alright? and then, we save the world.

6. talent, a new amplifier, new effects and maybe a new guitar!

7. my chipped front tooth to be whole again.