lack-of-reflections

after 2 retreats this december, i've probably have had too much of reflections, but i'm not going to post any here.

i kind of want to see my results, and i kind of fear seeing it. one day away.

the holidays seem rather short. i want to run away to a desert island and play guitar with the best rock band, drink beer and laze around with beautiful people. too bad i don't have time to do it. desert island, guitar, rock band, beer and beautiful people will have to wait.

and maybe my new year resolution will be to save money and to get a new guitar. the two are kind of contradictory though. bummmmmmmmmmmmm.